Letter XLVIII.So you’re able to MRS. LUCY SUMNER.
Health, placid peace, each domestic fulfillment, are definitely the large amount of my buddy; when i, just who immediately following had brand new a style of for each and every, therefore the ability away from sampling him or her, were put up on the new swells of folly, right up until I am shipwrecked toward shoals of depression!
Oh my pal, I am undone! I am slighted, declined from the man who just after needed my personal give, from the kid whom nevertheless retains my personal cardio! and exactly what adds an insupportable poignancy for the reflection, are mind-condemnation! From this inward torture, in which will We flee? In which should We look for one to joy which i keeps madly trifled away?
The inclosed letters, will highlight whence it tumult out of heart appears. But We fault maybe not Mr. Boyer. He has got acted nobly. We accept their make, though it works my damage!
He or she is worthy of their required bride to be, and the woman is everything i are perhaps not, really worth him. Serenity and you may pleasure become their part, one another here and hereafter! But what are now my personal prospects? preciselywhat are to get the long term enjoyments regarding my entire life?
Oh that we had not created in order to Mr. Boyer! because of the confessing my faults, by avowing my partiality so you can your, I have offered your the power of triumphing inside my stress; away from back into my tortured cardio the pangs out of slighted like! …